God can literally make a 2D chibi anime angel talk to you in your mind that is crystal clear and forced to be in your mind no matter how much you try to shut it out and think it away by thinking of something else. And it can talk to you through a voice in your head. It happened to me. It was a CRYSTAL CLEAR vision in my mind's eye, like a vivid daydream I was forced to see and a voice I was forced to hear. This happened after a period of time in Summer 2024 where I started praying and imagining angels visually and the sound of angels singing the prayer. It was a really beautiful experience, and at times I wondered if God made this visions for me. Instead, I humbled myself and made the following creed:

>I am unable to write music based on the angels I imagine singing in my head. I am unable to paint the angels I imagine in my head. I am unable to direct movies to recreate the scenes of angels in my head. By making these angelic dreamworks in my head, I am making art for God and God alone to see and hear as he reads my mind. That is how I will view what I am doing from now on to avoid the sin of pride. I pray all day, make movies of angels in my mind, as I wait for God to fully cure my suicidality, because it’s not gone yet.

The moment I came to the conclusion in the greentext above, humbling myself, denying myself of being special at all, concluding that all my "visions" were of my own making and not from God and dedicating them to God, Ducky appeared in a 2D cartoon chibi anime form in my head, glowing with the most vibrant colors, and said, "Now you really are an Angel of God!"

>"No, I'm not an angel".
>"Yes, you're an angel!" She retorted instantly
>"No, there's no way I am".
>"Yes, yes you are!"