I don't know why I want to troon out.
It's not AGP and it's not wanting something I can't get as a man or any other common reason. It doesn't make sense either logically or emotionally.
The best way I can explain it is like being non-physically pulled to the idea, like the physical sensation of falling but spiritually instead.
The idea of being a woman is somewhat appealing, but nowhere near as appealing to get me to troon out and possibly being deformed forever.
It feels almost paranormal. Like my soul instinctually wants something my conscious mind cannot comprehend.
Am I going crazy? Does Inanna want a new prophet?