>end of beach, out of energy
>rest on great mood
>waste a mood up, not a big deal
>beach ends
>mood down event
>i am now on good mood
>recreation
>karaoke
>i have now wasted two mood ups
>straight into kitasan 1st event
>i have now wasted three mood ups
>training
>mood down event
>i am now on good mood
>fast forward to early dec, no optional races on
>recreation
>mood + energy
>straight into kitasan 2nd event
>i have now wasted four mood ups
>new years raffle
>
>tissues
this was initially going to be a short and sweet post that ended at a mood down event right after beach but it just kept going
this is the worst case of mood management I have ever experienced that doesn't involve failure or night owl