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6/25/2025, 3:46:11 AM
Very tired on night shift apologies for well, whatever I miss (spelling, posts etc)
>>40148025
Yea Ph1 is basically just that, Ph2 for uh well intel is all a bit secret and I've got next to no info.
I think some of the gyno was just being overweight as a kid but i dosed 2-4mg E / 100-150 spiro for 6 months or so back in late 2023 / early 24
>>40148225
>ask the nurse to have an examption
Debating it, but ofc i worry about that outing me. That said I've already had womens pt kit off the army (they had no normal mens sizes and that gave me the worlds most convenient excuse lol)
>letting your breasts free is the worst case you can do
Had to run a bleep test on assessment centre and i basically hiked up a compression shirt to improv a bra (didnt work great but ran a 10.2 so well above what I needed). Need to make a note of bandages that's probably an easy out cause i can always say it's to avoid chafing. I'm sort of trusting I'm fit enough to push through any loss in performance but desu chafing is my biggest issue anyway.
>>40145921
Sorry, meant to come back and say this helped (4chan thinks it's spam if i tag all), I haven't done being vulnerable or emotional a lot or at all openly and I don't know how to handle empathy.
>>40164632
Feeling the pressure to have everything sorted asap and it's just, ive forced it before, idk it's probably not attainable while working my shifts so I'll end up nearer 1600-1800kcal anyway. Im substituting in cardio.
>>40163386
Sorry for throwing a slur about - i try and be better than that, I have no excuses.
>challenged it to the extent
I want it challenged honestly, it's still not something I fully grasp and I was trying to at least see if i could talk myself out of it. Alas.
>So much rest. You did great letting it out. Quit bottling up.
Thank you. Genuinely. I have more I want to say relating to all this (I've read everything) but my brain is buzzing from sleep deprivation on shift and I'm struggling to put thoughts in order.
>>40148025
Yea Ph1 is basically just that, Ph2 for uh well intel is all a bit secret and I've got next to no info.
I think some of the gyno was just being overweight as a kid but i dosed 2-4mg E / 100-150 spiro for 6 months or so back in late 2023 / early 24
>>40148225
>ask the nurse to have an examption
Debating it, but ofc i worry about that outing me. That said I've already had womens pt kit off the army (they had no normal mens sizes and that gave me the worlds most convenient excuse lol)
>letting your breasts free is the worst case you can do
Had to run a bleep test on assessment centre and i basically hiked up a compression shirt to improv a bra (didnt work great but ran a 10.2 so well above what I needed). Need to make a note of bandages that's probably an easy out cause i can always say it's to avoid chafing. I'm sort of trusting I'm fit enough to push through any loss in performance but desu chafing is my biggest issue anyway.
>>40145921
Sorry, meant to come back and say this helped (4chan thinks it's spam if i tag all), I haven't done being vulnerable or emotional a lot or at all openly and I don't know how to handle empathy.
>>40164632
Feeling the pressure to have everything sorted asap and it's just, ive forced it before, idk it's probably not attainable while working my shifts so I'll end up nearer 1600-1800kcal anyway. Im substituting in cardio.
>>40163386
Sorry for throwing a slur about - i try and be better than that, I have no excuses.
>challenged it to the extent
I want it challenged honestly, it's still not something I fully grasp and I was trying to at least see if i could talk myself out of it. Alas.
>So much rest. You did great letting it out. Quit bottling up.
Thank you. Genuinely. I have more I want to say relating to all this (I've read everything) but my brain is buzzing from sleep deprivation on shift and I'm struggling to put thoughts in order.
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