>>40391793
i don't get myself either
idk what i am anymore
my best friend in the mental hospital was a pooner, literally the best friend ive ever had too
>>40391806
is 19 too late
>>40391810
how did that work out

i have over a dozen individual cock pictures from guys ive met from here and i kinda jerk off to them even after things fizzle out
ive never had sex irl of any kind tho

>>40385265
i would do this but i have a small dick (5") myself
i wanna make a cute tgirl squirm while i suck her off

>take vyvanse
>faggotry spikes to insane levels
>send pictures of myself naked to my boyfriend unprompted
>brain short-circuits
>have been playing the fucking gta iv theme song at max volume for 2 hours now in an attempt to regain my masculinity and absolve myself of my sins
i hate this shit

Do normalfags actually fall asleep within 5 minutes of their head hitting the pillow? For my entire life it's taken me 30 minutes (on a good day, sometimes it's an hour) to fall asleep. Melatonin doesn't do shit, even Mirtazapine stopped working after a while. I don't drink coffee after 12PM either.

>21yo cis male
>look like a fag irl
(underweight, floofy hair, dress like a homo)
>act like a fag irl (mellow, crybaby, dont like arguing)
>bottom
>drive a fucking white vw beetle
>yet im obsessed with the most masculine stuff imaginable: computer hardware, aerospace shit, rifles, agricultural machinery, blah blah blah
>in video games i make my character a gigachad, give him the biggest guns possible, make him a killing machine
>despite this i still "cave" and let myself watch moeshit
>thought i was a troon, ultimately decided i wasnt
>have no idea what the fuck i am anymore