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Im at a crossroads of wether or not to detrans and I’d like to know how it worked out for other mtfs?
4 years in, ffs, total social transition and I still look like an effeminate man.
would just taking roids and getting jacked alleviate the dysphoria?
like my dysphoria hasnt gone away completely and i cant stand all the masculine features about myself that cant change with hrt.
I think going back to being an invisible man might make social interactions easier.
any feedback is appreciated