Haven’t posted here in a few months.
Turned my life around. Literally decided to stop being depressed after a decade of it. Got sober and got a sponsor. Therapy paid off.
Let myself have friends. Let myself see them regularly.
Let myself do my hobbies. Went to a party sober last week.

Feel excited about everything all of the time. New lease on life. Whatever.
Worried picrel is gonna happen because I feel *so* fucking good and optimistic. excited to live. It’s not all perfect but FUCK!!!!! It’s better than nothing.