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Part 9/10

DO NOT LIE TO YOURSELF
Your worldview is your only tool for survival. It is the source of everything and the blueprint for the rest of your life. Do not build it out of smoke and mirrors. Build it out of granite. The most dangerous form of lying to yourself is wishful thinking and fantasy (this includes sexual fantasies). If you are prone to any form of fantasy, even sexual ones that arent 100% realistic, then you are lying to yourself and gaslighting your subconscious mind. The circus that will create later in life will be in the form of feelings of missing out on things you were never even slated for. AVOID fantasy as much as you could. If the reality you live in can not provide for you and what you want, then do not vandalize your mind with mental bandages for the wounds this would will create. If the world wants you to be isolated, sad, alone and miserable: DO NOT USE COPING MECHANISMS, do not rationalize the cruelty of this world and the people in it. Its like letting people shit in your mouth and pretending it tastes sweet or pretending that it would taste better if you just chewed more. If they want you to be broken, break and let them have the person they wanted. Throw their malice back at them with creativity and style. They dont owe you kindness and you dont owe them self-restraint and self-control. Do not bottle anything up but dont be impulsive. You are being shaped into a cog in the machine. Do not compromise with their evil and pettiness. You live in a world where nobody owes you anything. Which means that everything you get, every word and gesture from people, even in passing, is entirely personal. It is what they believe you deserve. Do not fall for the "be the better man" bullshit. This will turn you into a punching bag for the world. DO NOT BE THE BETTER MAN.

The amount of insults, injustice, pettiness ive endured over the years. All guided by the principle of being morally better and mature.
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