>>81958619
who tf cares about being strong if not to impress people. and honestly i'd rather be "dyel" then some freak with trash genetics who tried in vain to lift himself out. it's worse to try and fail then it is to never try at all. one if contemptible the other is pathetic, like a weird fucked up bug on a sidewalk that you accidentally stepped on because you didn't notice it. and the irony, if it is true that i can't look normal, is that only people who would've been fine without ever gaining muscle are the ones who benefit from gaining muscle.