>>526817980
Of course it was for nothing. Primary goal was money making. If nothing else, it made me a far worse, less happy person with tons of psychological issue. I'm sorry, it was not a net zero, it was by far a net negative. My therapist told me "com eon try things you need at least one positive thing that you made manifest to hang onto" and nope haha same thing happened again.
>>526819323
It's a crushing failure that once again reaffirms my inferiority/curse. That's all it is

And now my curse is that the guy is asking me help for something. I cannot help him, the burden of being asked too. Fuck this, man.
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I'm going to try to cry it out. Hopefully you have a nice night