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Depression, I think, *can* be as destructive as heroin. Ive been both depressed and a cop tard wrangling junkies, so I can see the connection. If I wasnt a bit of mess personally I would be making 100k a year as full timer in the reserves. Currently I make like, half of that because I cant tolerate the stress and bullshit. Its just not worth it. So by definition im not meeting my potential I guess. But im doing enough so I dont care. And thats kind of my point really. Im personally solid, and now I want a family. But i just cant fucking bring myself to tolerate another person near me. And i know im wrong a fucked up but I dont know what to do about. A little desperate.
>hence asking the furry porn thread on b for advice because you people are as weird as I am