Hello

Why do I like to laugh at autists on the internet even if I myself have the tism
Just funny seeing really fucked up autists like justinrpg and Chris Chan

When will I get a trans woman so I can hold hands with her and kiss her and not feel like a loser

i rlly wish i had a more feminine body and fem appearance too. growing up fat really fucked me up, even after a 100 lb weight loss i dont feel satisfied with my body.

i cant tell if my body dysmorphia comes from porn addiction, or if its something truly genuine. ive been wishing to have a feminine body as young as 12 yrs old, and succesfully lost all that weight at 17 but my torso still looks bulky. the only thing i got from the weight loss was the waist. but besides that, nothing.

i feel like a blob of loose skin while i see other twitter boys, trans fems pre-estrogen, even fucking neets with perfect bodies. i look at my body and feel disgust and a deep depression and i can only drown it with nic, weed and alcohol while crying to fucking yung lean.

i wish i didnt grow up fat. if i had to take drugs to look what i want to look i'd do it without even thinking twice.

god i fucking hate myself.