Literally want to get revenge on these people who ostracized me from this big community. Like so much so that it feels like I got canceled from the internet completely, and there's little or no way I can make any new friends online. Maybe dox them or whatever but every time I think about attempting the act, I question what that would actually do to make me happy. Also they know everything about me too so its not like I could get away that easily. Point is, they fucked me over and there's nothing I can really do without there being consequences so I'm stuck in this loop of anger cause of those people.