What are you doing with your life in your country?

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>if you're not willing to kill yourself
I really wish I was. I've thought about it a lot, I was fixing to do it 5-6 years ago, but I just couldn't work up the courage. How does one make it happen? Objectivelly I really should kill myself. There is nothing. This life is worthless. Waste of space and time.