>>508145193
I was raised by a BPD mother who was also dragged the whole family into apocalyptic death cult type of Christianity. 20 years. I've been out for almost 10 and I still don't know who I am or what I am, and my emotions and ability to empathize/sympathize are damaged beyond repair, and am anxious about any kind of intimacy or completing anything past the most basic of tasks. I was the lucky one of the three siblings, my younger sister was violently abused by her and my younger brother is a drooling non-verbal violent retard which makes him her sympathy eliciting arm candy.

The worst part is that through it all my sister has learned well and is now starting to chew up and destroy men in the exact same way. Sis just does it in a few years instead of being quiet about it and then dropping it on the guy after about ten years like mom has done to Dad.

I've sincerely thought about going home and just doing a family annihilation. Only reason not to is that the damage my mother can do has been contained to just my family because of apocalyptic death cult Christianity isolation. Worried about what my sister will do to other men though.

Do not have children with BPD women.