>>22901800
you're probably not going to rid yourself of the NPD if you haven't done so already; you likely lack the mental capacity, or the emotional strength
so you should pivot your narcissistic ego-construct to be based around something other than your hideous looks
you might be able to delude yourself into thinking you're cooler, or stronger, or more cultured, or have a greater intellect
you need to tell yourself you're special and superior in some regard, and build up a huge overwrought fake persona around this as a coping mechanism, so just pick something other than beauty
duh