In the 2016 to about 2021 era I felt very hopeful and very spiritual, especially in regards to the future and in regards to politics, even when things didn't go our way. There was a certain soul and essence to everything. I genuinely felt as if some sort of force was guiding my actions. But now I just feel despondent and blackpilled all the time, I feel like I simply exist.

Does anyone feel the same? How do I get back to where I once was?