>>42304520
>being fucking home for 4 months is hell, i feel like absolute shit rotting here, not doing anything of substance yet i can not bringmyself to do anything productive
This. I recently got my degree, but no longer enjoy what I imagined doing for a living. In fact I grew to hate it immensely. Now here I stand, afraid to admit to myself and loved ones that I wasted my best years, afraid to break all expectations they have of Mr. Prodigy. Some old addictions have returned, the drive to pursue my hobbies have disappeared and I've lost all ambition.