>>24575216
I'm having a harder and harder time with fundamentalist and straight dogmatic thought in general, especially when it comes to widely accepted interpretations of scripture, despite being sympathetic to it for a good portion of my life. So much of it is based on contempt, dismissal, and reduction of ''the other'', and I sincerely have a lot of difficulty with participating in that, more than ever before. Life is just so expansive, and that perspective been one of the main fuels for my soul. Maybe I am making a damning mistake by prioritizing personal experience over the wise consensus. Somebody did try to argue that these thought are results of a sick and poisoned heart, and that I just wasn't strong enough to take the world for what it truly is. I don't know. What I do know is that this sort of humanism is considered lame in current year lol.
I hope that God will not banish me from his everlasting light by the end of it all, and will forgive my confusion, wherever it may be.