>>40643163
To live on, my friend. Continue to fight for your life and live on. To die a happy, peaceful, and fulfilled death after living your life to the fullest. Your life and your consciousness matters, anon, it's all that ever truly matters when all is said and done. Nobody deserves to live their life only for them to tragically end it of their own accord, and you most certainly don't deserve to have such a fate either, and nor do I.

I've been through hell and despair myself, so that is why I deeply sympathize with you and your plight. What I can say for sure and with a promise in my heart, that whatever ordeal you are going through right now can and will be overcome, so long as you continue to hold hope in yourself and in others, and fight on for your precious life and your precious consciousness, you will succeed, and it will be all worth it in the end. That's my promise to you, from one anon to another.

With that being said, I recommend basking in the hope and fire of the Sunlight. It's helped me out with my depression with much significance and success, I'm sure it'll help you out as well. Just don't burn of course. Anyways, please take care anon, I wish you the best of luck, and Godspeed.