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8/4/2025, 10:23:35 PM
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My dad was largely fine, but he literally got his soul sucked out by my mom and not in the fun way. Growing up he was pretty much a chad despite his own dysfunctional family, now he is just a bitter shell of that. But my mom,
>big time drug addict, on and off alcohol problems
>BPDemon to the extreme, flat out moved the entire family to a different state for a job she lost days before just so she could fuck around with some wigger drug dealer while stealing 1500 bucks that was supposed to go to security deposit type shit from me
>constantly tries to gaslight everyone
>had me and my first brother in more shady/dangerous situations than I can count
>never paid for shit, no utilities and food outside of what I paid for was a common occurrence
>genuine crabs in a bucket psycho mind to where she would try to sabotage everyone around her
>spent my childhood and teen years basically being my siblings dad because neither parent could really be assed to do much of that kind of thing, STILL has that kind of learned helplessness mindset that pisses me off to no end
>she laughed at me when I told her I got assaulted as a pre teen
I can go on but you get the idea. Thank fuck I had my aunt and especially my grandfather because I dont even want to know how much worse I would be without them. I think I came a pretty long way from those days and am pretty stable overall, esp since most in my situation tend to either be druggies or bums, but I am still constantly on edge over perceived bullshit or sleights and shit anyways. Also find it hard to trust anyone in any serious relationship and feel I always have to be improooving or I will be a total failure that gets sent right back to that garbage dump I clawed out of. Never bothered with that retarded therapy shit, I just compartmentalized everything, figured out why some things really pissed me right off, and continue to grind my ass off to get as far away from that shit as possible.
My dad was largely fine, but he literally got his soul sucked out by my mom and not in the fun way. Growing up he was pretty much a chad despite his own dysfunctional family, now he is just a bitter shell of that. But my mom,
>big time drug addict, on and off alcohol problems
>BPDemon to the extreme, flat out moved the entire family to a different state for a job she lost days before just so she could fuck around with some wigger drug dealer while stealing 1500 bucks that was supposed to go to security deposit type shit from me
>constantly tries to gaslight everyone
>had me and my first brother in more shady/dangerous situations than I can count
>never paid for shit, no utilities and food outside of what I paid for was a common occurrence
>genuine crabs in a bucket psycho mind to where she would try to sabotage everyone around her
>spent my childhood and teen years basically being my siblings dad because neither parent could really be assed to do much of that kind of thing, STILL has that kind of learned helplessness mindset that pisses me off to no end
>she laughed at me when I told her I got assaulted as a pre teen
I can go on but you get the idea. Thank fuck I had my aunt and especially my grandfather because I dont even want to know how much worse I would be without them. I think I came a pretty long way from those days and am pretty stable overall, esp since most in my situation tend to either be druggies or bums, but I am still constantly on edge over perceived bullshit or sleights and shit anyways. Also find it hard to trust anyone in any serious relationship and feel I always have to be improooving or I will be a total failure that gets sent right back to that garbage dump I clawed out of. Never bothered with that retarded therapy shit, I just compartmentalized everything, figured out why some things really pissed me right off, and continue to grind my ass off to get as far away from that shit as possible.
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