>>40580193
We exist within the lord who set all things into motion at the beginning of time. He's not going to come down here and fuck things up just for us because we've got a want and take steps for it.
If you are earnestly taking steps for something true that you probably would rather not want then make it known among your peers and eventually God might come down and consecrate your whole life song so eventually he says "cool steps" but we dont ever get what we want here in hell unless what we want is something like fear or wisdom