>>81750047
you should put on a movie instead :3

i ordered hrt

I turned 19 in the spring, and she turned 17 a month later.
We started talking recently and quickly got close.
At first, everything felt real, warm, and sincere. She told me she loved me, we met, hugged, kissed.
I truly fell in love.

But soon the emotional rollercoaster began.
She would disappear for a whole day, block me for no reason, then act like nothing happened.
One moment she said I reminded her of her stepdad and called me “crazy,”
The next — she said she had loved me since childhood and always dreamed of being with me.

I tried to understand.
I told myself it was just teenage instability.
I was patient. I wanted to save us.

Once she broke down crying.
I ran 4 kilometers to buy her a rose.
She freaked out, refused it, ran off.
We sat in silence for 30 minutes. I stayed calm, supported her, spoke with her mother while she screamed in another room.
The next day — kisses and hugs again. Like nothing happened.
I left for work, and she blocked me everywhere.

She deleted all our photos.
Posted on Telegram: “I feel like shit. I only reply to close people.”
Then uploaded a story showing someone else’s gift.
Not from me.

I didn't understand. I just backed off.
She kept playing this game — push and pull, love and vanish.

I told her: “Decide. Either we're together, or we're done.”
She replied: “I love you and don’t want to.”
Then went silent again.

Eventually, I blocked her everywhere.
Unsubscribed from her Telegram.
Didn’t say a word.

But inside, I’m still broken.
I still love her.
I still want to be with her — even though I know if she comes back, it’ll all happen again.
She won’t change.
It’ll hurt again.
But I still want it.

Because with her, I felt alive.
Without her, I feel empty.