im pretty sure all this trading is making my hair fall out. I had a totally winning position that I knew was going to 2x by EOW 100% guaranteed but the stress got to me. Im so tired of checking AH, im so tired of waking up before market open on little sleep and staring at candles all fucking day. Im tired of watching my profits dwindle and spike every minute. I couldn't handle the constant nagging in my head knowing I have an open position. Even if it is a total winner and wont stop winning, the self-preservation kicks in to protect my brain from bad spiraling even in rare high moments. I cant handle the constant mind pressure. I had to solded. I was tired of winning.

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sad that finland isnt on the map, i dont think any finnish person has a soul.

This is the average finnish day
>i vaek up and drink my kaavi
>i put on my suut and scream vittu and perkele as loud as i can in a pillou.
>i valk out and start my 2004 ford fiesta
>i get to vork and drink my seccond kaavi
>my boss screams at me, i scream at him back
>i go to my cubicle and start insulting svedes on the internet becos thei are gay.
>i scream once again at my covorkers.
>i go home and watch hokkey.
>i realise, fuck my life sukks.
>repeat.