>>40275223
Anon, you need to understand there are a lot of filter frauders out there and the effects of estradiol are way more mild than you've been led to believe.
You can safely take it and there's almost zero chance it will radically alter your appearance to look like a woman. You have about a 96% chance of breast growth never going beyond an A cup meaning it can be played off as the same kind of gyno about 50% of men develop spontaneously when not on hormones. And it does so little to the face that trans women actually have debates online pretty often about whether it has any effect on the face at all.
Stop falling for delusional frauding pinkpill gooner propaganda. Just take the hormones if you want and see for yourself how little they do.