>>81770176
nigga get off 4chan
reading the rest, maybe you need this place but be careful and think for youself
trust yourself first because ultimately only you are looking out for you
>>81770855
your dad doesn't want you around and the other anon is right that hanging around is bad news
you're not so incapable that you can't even make food - there are people with down's syndrome working in kitchens
you've been taught that you can't make food and denied access to the tools for learning but you could do it
eat nuts - they are healthy and calorie dense
try to eat fruits, if you can afford them, and carrots are cheap and good
i'd tell you basic recipes but you wont be allowed to implement them anyway

which segues into what is most important: get out of that house
get a job
it doesn't matter what the job is just get a job
idk where you are and it does make a huge difference here but you should at least be able to work at amazon
if you have no transport, then figure out public transport routes and amazon accomodates this usually or heck get a damn taxi provided it is economical
you need to be independent or your parents will keep you around to beat on you and suck the life out of you and that means getting a job
literally nothing else matters 5% of this

you can do laundry, you can wash yourself, and you can buy things so you can survive and you can easily live healthily on a diet of nothing but nuts, bread, fruit, dark chocolate, carrots, and yoghurt
iq is pretty meaningless past a point but think of it this way: if you are average then 50% of people are stupider than you
are 50% of people useless and unable to live alone?