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>would you consider yourself a repper then?
I consider myself a fakerepper. I am not repressing anything, only acting like it. The point can be made that I am repping away my desire to troon, but at this point I don't even know what I really desire

>what do you fantasize about in particular?
Nothing. I am unable to fantasize, only ever think clinically about stuff. This only adds to my feeling of me being truly soulless.
Whenever I do think about trooning though, I only ever think about simply living my life, while maybe having a chance at looking like a woman in some way