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7/22/2025, 1:13:35 AM
>>40458997
>Hated their texture and how they felt on my body. Also always hated anything frilly or too weigthed or anything that clung to my body and made me feel like my flesh is trapped in something tight, female clothes are a nightmare for autists
On this note, I hate how style choices are so readily gendered. I find it dreadful how people are expected to render themselves into caricatures and sacrifice comfort to make others feel at ease. In hindsight, I think being made to present in a hyperfeminine manner primed me for dysphoria. Puberty only made that more difficult. I was told by women that my developing body was abhorrent and that I had to "embrace" modesty. Or else I'd be seen as an object unworthy of basic respect. Just how exactly is hating one's body extolling the virtues of being a woman? Why is being an object the "default" state of our character and something we have to outrun? It doesn't make sense.
I feel like the end goal of the women's beauty industry and trans medicine are largely the same. It comes down to profiting off of deep insecurities that were instilled into people as a result of societal expectations. If someone grows up being told that they're defective (ie not "feminine" or "masculine" enough), you've got a lifelong customer. Extreme sex differentiation is the end goal for troons and cissoids alike. And society primes people for that, even though those extremes don't mesh with reality.
Readily accepting those extremes and trying to put oneself in a box seems like NPC behavior. I think that's largely why I object to transitioning and opt to repress instead. Trying to navigate life as a woman while also asserting my autonomy is difficult, but I don't want to be a product either.
>>40459287
If you're a cisfem or femrepper that's cool. But I'm almost certain that you're >>40458879
By same sex attracted I mean that I'm biologically female and attracted to other biological females. I'm not one to reject the way that I was born.
>Hated their texture and how they felt on my body. Also always hated anything frilly or too weigthed or anything that clung to my body and made me feel like my flesh is trapped in something tight, female clothes are a nightmare for autists
On this note, I hate how style choices are so readily gendered. I find it dreadful how people are expected to render themselves into caricatures and sacrifice comfort to make others feel at ease. In hindsight, I think being made to present in a hyperfeminine manner primed me for dysphoria. Puberty only made that more difficult. I was told by women that my developing body was abhorrent and that I had to "embrace" modesty. Or else I'd be seen as an object unworthy of basic respect. Just how exactly is hating one's body extolling the virtues of being a woman? Why is being an object the "default" state of our character and something we have to outrun? It doesn't make sense.
I feel like the end goal of the women's beauty industry and trans medicine are largely the same. It comes down to profiting off of deep insecurities that were instilled into people as a result of societal expectations. If someone grows up being told that they're defective (ie not "feminine" or "masculine" enough), you've got a lifelong customer. Extreme sex differentiation is the end goal for troons and cissoids alike. And society primes people for that, even though those extremes don't mesh with reality.
Readily accepting those extremes and trying to put oneself in a box seems like NPC behavior. I think that's largely why I object to transitioning and opt to repress instead. Trying to navigate life as a woman while also asserting my autonomy is difficult, but I don't want to be a product either.
>>40459287
If you're a cisfem or femrepper that's cool. But I'm almost certain that you're >>40458879
By same sex attracted I mean that I'm biologically female and attracted to other biological females. I'm not one to reject the way that I was born.
7/21/2025, 9:15:42 PM
Serious question
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