Sorry for hijacking your thread op and sorry again if it made you just feel worse. Regardless of how you go forward I miss you so fucking much you retarded skeleton freak. I wish I could at least have you insult me too one last time. i will probably keep harassing you for a good while longer.. I'm sorry about that in advance. If only I was as strong as you are you'd probably have a lot of an easier time right now, but also knowing my luck you decided to never check this thread again just before I arrived and you ended up seeing none of this. : ^) maybe this is our new dynamic? Vague posting endlessly in silly humiliating ways? Even something like that would be enough to keep me going I think.
I only wish the very best for you. Every fiber of my being just want to scream at you to come back, yet my conscious keeps egging me on to say as long as you're happy I will be happy too. I really hope you can fulfill your dreams op. You were so passionate about them unlike anyone else, and maybe like that I could still get the glimpses of you in my life that I so greedily desire as well.. I'm unsure how I exist in your mind at this point, but I assure you that in mine you are always radiating. Please let yourself be that wonderful person again and be happy. I love you.