>>509710752
I was never " pilled ". I was always pretty much aware of jews and niggers and whatever else; women, governments etc.
But I developed before the internet.
Op I understand your post black pill analogy and what I have done my entire life is to try to be happy by creating things or improving things.
The human condition is struggle.
Without some form of puzzle or goal that needs to be achieved the human mind suffers as does society at large.
Each man requires a different fuel to stoke his fire.
I've managed to find mine and coexist amongst the zombies as best as can be done. There was one point where I failed and ended up in a lot of trouble but I have found a way forward using my skillsets, placing myself in a geographical area and only interacting with people I can trust.
Good luck my parasocial friend.

>>508550812
I think you stumbled into the wrong part of the web bub.
As a 49 year old who has been wandering this labyrinth for decades I suggest you leave while you can.