So when I started raiding a year-ish ago I was stupid and retarded and weird I guess because when I joined the Discord VC I tried putting on a girl voice even though I'm a guy and it's not like I've done any voice training in my life so I figured I would sound like the grossest tranny in the world but everyone thought I was a woman and now 4 of us are all going to be in the same state due to people traveling for meetups and they want me to show up and hang out and I've never told them that I'm an actual guy IRL and I don't know how to break it to them after a year of basically LARPing as a girl I still don't understand how they think I'm a woman due to the fact that when I hear myself in sound recordings I sound like a tranny but they're all deadset on believing that I'm a biological woman and I don't want to show up to the meetup and be all hey guys guess what I'm a fucking man lmao gotcha good there didn't I and I don't think I can keep up this facade any longer either because it's wearing me out thanks for listening to me vent....