Bartender, can i get a warm diet coke please?
34 yo, i'm turning my life around, lost my 20's to depression and neetdom, still a virgin, but i don't give up. One day i just woke up screaming "i can't live like that anymore". Joined a boxing gym, lost a shitload of weight, got in shape (the cons are that i get hit in the head repeatedly twice a week). I looked in the mirror today and didn't recognise the man looking back at me. Feels like in my 20's which i never had. NO ONE knows that i'm an old fuck unless i say i am so i just don't say my age, i think God just gave me another chance and i'm sure as shit not going to waste it.
I still i still can't come out of my shell, talking to random people (especially young and attractive women) is still a challenge i can't deal with. I just go to concerts and festivals and walk around feeling like i'm a starving beggar looking through the window at people inside a restaraunt enjoying their meal and having fun. People keep telling me to accept myself but it's fucking hard. Gonna go to a goth rave next week and try my hardest to have fun regardless if i talk to anyone or not, i'm going to kill the dancefloor.