>>528800615
I just wish I was recognized for once. In my entire life I've been a shadow, and when I rarely got some attention it was to be humiliated. I find it weird that this still happens even here, or anywhere I go. There must be something wrong with me and I can't really point out why I'm so invisible and irrelevant. I've been in this thread since 2017, and I never was put in anything, like lists, collages or etc; and yes, I used to attend every single meetup until I realized I'm a nobody that makes no difference in the scene, so might as well retreat. Feels bad man, I just wish I had someone that knows me well enough to point out my flaws so I could work on it.