>30
>fat (hopefully not for much longer though)
>No friends
>No social life
>Just wagie 5 days a week and stay inside on weekends
>Feel no purpose or direction in life
Anyone else know this feel?

How do i deal with the fact that i'm a horrific fat monster no one will ever love?

i forgot this was the last run and spent the whole time fucking around with dgvoodoo

>30
>Finally getting my life on track
>Down 100lbs
>Started a HNC in Engineering
>Hit by a suddent realisation that i wasted my teens and 20's and should have done all this shit back then
>Instead i spent my entire 20's just gooning, browsing 4chan and drinking untill i passed out
>I can never get those years back
I know things are going in the right direction but some day i just get crushed by the reality of life. Fuck. Anyone else feel this way?