>>935870026
I just want this place to remain as nice as the way when I decided to be here.
And my personal factors and conditions should never factor into the degradation of it or its users.
Don't excuse me for being an absolute shithead, let me hear "it's OK" from the people I insulted.
Then I can start to believe that it's OK.
Until then I will give myself hell until whatever shitstain inside my body is finally redeemed.

Gotta love self-hatred! It's go-juice like no other.