>>81541759
>There's nothing wrong with you other than the fact that you take women too seriously, at least that's what I think about myself at this point after everything.
Yeah man, I mean I had a pretty restrictive childhood and have not really had any space to myself throughout my life until recently when I moved alone, it's been very eye opening. No influence from other people within my home has given me the nuts to stand up to bullshit the women throw at you. I've always bought too hard into their shit tests, basically been manipulated but then realise that and in turn retaliate. Which is childish, we don't need to be doing that, but I just never really had the space to grow a spine. Shame it's taken this long.

>>81541777
>So you admit that it's always been about sex for you, and you wanted love as a bonus. That's terrible.
I just want to be in love with someone without it being unhealthy for either me or the other person in any way for any reason. She wasn't stable for other reasons, chronic bong demon, driving without a licence, unemployed, rick and morty fan. We lacked a deeper connection. We didn't like the same music. I've genuinely tried to find love in so many fucking corners of womendom and I haven't found it yet. I am the common denominator. I just take the Ls where they stand. I'm ugly cos I've lived a hard life which has also in turn hardened my core in a not so charming way. Ugly within, ugly without.