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>you cannot understand the bible without the holy spirit.
I agree.

Do you know how you receive the Holy Spirit?
https://i.4cdn.org/wsg/1751478235228196.webm

>if you read it rationally it's an incoherent mess.
Completely disagree. God is not the author of confusion. You're probably not even using God's Word though, but some Catholic/Jesuit-published modern perversion from corrupted manuscripts.

>fear of the lord is the beginning of all wisdom or something
>"or something"
>you need to do the exact opposite and run straight towards the church
I see why you think you need "the church" because you're obviously not saved and not indwelt/sealed with the Spirit of God.

The Bible says we have no need that any should teach us if we're saved.
>I. John 2:27 But the anointing which ye have received of him abideth in you, and ye need not that any man teach you: but as the same anointing teacheth you of all things, and is truth, and is no lie, and even as it hath taught you, ye shall abide in him.
>St. John 16:13 Howbeit when he, the Spirit of truth, is come, he will guide you into all truth: for he shall not speak of himself; but whatsoever he shall hear, [that] shall he speak: and he will shew you things to come.
>Ephesians 1:13 In whom ye also [trusted], after that ye heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation: in whom also after that ye believed, ye were sealed with that holy Spirit of promise,