>>40497975
>ROGD
I know it's not real, but it best describes what happened to me
>TOCD
Unlikely, but not impossible. It mostly matches, only that my anxiety is focused on being cis rather than trans. I don't meet the diagnostic criteria for ocd though
>MEF
>AGP
nope to both. I am an emotionless husk, and I never do anything with the purpose of enjoyment. Nothing about being a woman is a source of arousal to me.
Never even crossdressed nor have any desires to, because I know that seeing just how horrible women's clothes fit on my body would ruin my day. Women's clothes suck in so many ways either way
>Psychosis
Have nothing that would actually induce psychosis in the clinical sense, but it does kinda feel like it. This would be a very long psychosis though, since it's almost been a year by now ever since this started

>innate desire to take physically feminizing exogenous hormones
This desire isn't innate. It feels imposed on me, but not in the form of something I actually want, almost like a duress