>>81504465
oh no i love life!
i'm sad because my body is slowly accumulating damage and i either can't prevent it or can't reverse it
like i'm exposed to cigarette smoke and particularly thirdhand smoke daily through work and family and although i've started causing a stink about it more and drawing boundaries i can't totally avoid it, particularly the thirdhand smoke
that's just one example too like there are loads from exhaust fumes to uv radiation and as much as i might put an air purifier in my car or wear sunscreen i'm still exposed to some extent
these little things chipping away at my healthbar every day until eventually i'm gonna die or, worse, go demented
i love being alive it's ultra mega i just wish i was living in italian marche or calabria eating fresh herbs and tomatoes with potatoes and lentils every day occasionally going to town to buy some fish, materials, or supplies
unfortunately i live in mordor instead