Alrighty..
>>39899147
>I just hope this time will be different.
How about this: you use us to monitor your progress, IF it ends up motivating you. If it adds pressure or makes you anxious, then we should stop. I would like it to feel more like you letting yourself be praised for your efforts by people that get it. In general, trust me, look for a way to let you sanity check things in regular intervals. If we keep an eye on things we can salvage partial wins even if something goes wrong. That way we can GUARANTEE things will be different, no matter what.
>The main reason I feel weird about DIY though is because I don't like the idea of having non-prescribed pharmaceuticals delivered to my house.
I know that feeling. Extremely well, even. Being as cis as they come these issues were largely philosophical since I never were gonna use the stuff myself, but I get how you feel. And I think it would do you well to just talk me through your concerns. It clears the mind even if you don't think it will change your pov.
>interacting with people that young makes me feel like a predator or something.
That is not your fault, it is because generation-spanning relationships have eroded and people are basically forced into isolation. Older people can and should interact with younger people. Hell, you forget that older people not only *might* be predators, but they also reliably clock them. Literally every single case I personally know of where someone did get hurt by a predator was a direct consequence of them having nobody that was older and more experienced to talk to. No network to rely on. Funnily enough male spaces seem more diverse age wise than female spaces but I think that is changing.
>Thank you for hearing me, anon.
My pleasure, by all means, stick around!
Alrighty everyone.
>>39905342
Christ, sorry to hear anon.. do keep us posted, alright? I wish you all the best.
>>39906385
Could you tell me a little about yourself, Anon? What is it you wish to achieve?