>>82068828
my brother invited me to a bar one time, i was hyperfixated on esotericism/occultism at the time so i brought my tarot deck. nothing much happened at first and i was bored as hell but eventually a dozen or so of my brother's friends came in. he said "this is my brother" and all of them didn't even know he had a brother. they start talking to me a little bit but idk wtf to talk about so i pull out my tarot deck and ask if anyone wants a reading. they all freak out and get in line, so i give tarot readings to everyone. afterwards i talk about spiritual stuff with a girl and she gives me her number, a month later i lose my virginity with her. for #2, 3 and 4 they're all one night stands that i met at the bar doing my tarot reader thing. one of them was a weird bitch that had a rape fetish or something, idk she made me really uncomfortable saying how she wants me to kidnap her and stuff like that. #5 was a spiritual nutjob woman in her 30s, but god damn she was a nymphomaniac and a freak in bed. we were fwb's for almost a year, but she didn't want to see me anymore after i started trying out psychedelics. #6 was a girl my age with mild bpd, we had a relationship for almost a year but i didn't want to see her anymore after she got in too much drama with people.
>tl:dr: i gave free tarot readings at bars
this isn't a cheat code, especially if you're autistic. i went to the bar once a week ever since covid ended, taking a break only when i had my fwb or last gf. most of the time i was at the bar, it was the most boring shit ever. i'd just sit there, looking at people talk to each other, waiting for an opportunity to socialize. sometimes i'd just spread my tarot cards on a table and wait, other times i'd approach strangers and ask them if they want a free reading. i became known as "the tarot guy", and as "that guy's brother". i was always in the background, only sometimes being the center of attention, and never really being part of any social circle at all.