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Im not from this board usually so maybe my response will be somewhat unique. In Hebrew Gods name is Yahu'Ah, if you go letter by letter the name means Absolute Life, the same underlying universal material under everything, the source of all light and soul substance etc etc basically the same way quantum physics points to a "source" being that underlys all matter the bible God is that same figure the only difference is in secular belief we cant commune or form relationship with that being and the Bible is supposing we can and he had a chosen people via the levitical priesthood and sent his son as the final verification sign and at the end of time we get to talk with him. You dont have to believe me, but your entire mindset whis an intellectual approach, is not what he responds to because its fundementally prideful and somewhat arrogant and you are asking him to retrofit to your terms instead of you humbly succumbing to his via scripture and humility. Fuck the catholic prayer, dont do anything pre scripted it defeats the purpose of an intimate relationship with him lol its almost funny to me that people try that stuff. Just keep asking for him to use you, submit your body for his use and plans, and ask if you can get a sign out of it. He is not Dr Manhattan from watchmen it will come via 'synchronicity' and running into people that telll you the right things at the right times and yes if youre really really lucky and do everything right this might culminate in a miracle designed for you. Im sorry if this reasoning is not good enough for you, I am just doing what is required of me as a Christian and bible literalist who learned Hebrew. Also you dont die and go straight to heaven or hell that is also a made up catholic fiction lookup "NRSV 2 Esdras Ch7" and correlate that with NDEs.