What makes you go on? How many people really keep existing just so their loved ones don't have to go through loss, even though it feels like suffering? A lot of times I feel like I'm not made for this earth and ask why I'm here. But if someone said the same to me, I'd tell them life is worth living, and try to convince them to keep going.

>29
>dad dies
>sink into depression
>live off savings
>gf and I break up
>have to move away
>move in with my my poor family
>have to live on couch past few months since there's no room for me
>struggling to find work in rural area
>don't know what to do

Can I get some words of encouragement or stories of how you anons got yourselves out of bad situations? Shit is looking so bleak.

When I was younger there was a classmate I had who was convinced he was receiving psychic messages and showed me a forum of like minded people posting. I remember one post in particular with batshit diagrams. This was in the early 2000's so I doubt the site's still around, but have you guys found any niche forums like this? Ones full of schizo ramblings. Bonus points if they look like geocities pages.