When I was little, all my friends were boys because the other girls made fun of my clothes (hand-me-downs from my brother). I got mad when people said anything about me being a girl, and I'd tell people I was a boy if they didn't know me (nobody believed it since my mom wouldn't let me get a short haircut).

My family tried to keep me from learning about trans stuff, and they succeeded until late middle school where I started thinking it was the coolest stuff ever. I thought about how fun it would be to get testosterone and finally start being the guy I always wanted to be.

Now I'm in my 2nd year at college and I told everyone. I've explored personality plurality a little, since I don't feel exclusively masculine, and I feel like I have two minds about most things. Which is where stuff gets a little muddy.

I told my brother I'm a bi-gender plural transmasc with he/him primary they/them secondary and she/her tertiary pronouns. My brother called our parents and they're trying to make me go to a doctor and they want me to talk to our preacher too.

I feel kind of humiliated. I just want to live my life without these people making a huge weird spectacle out of it. How can I fly under the radar and live normally as transmasc people?