>>76329703
Your question was already answered. Whatever your situation, there are people who've had it worse and managed to get their way.
If you refuse to take responsibility for your life, that's your problem.
>>76329760
>I envy those people who can just do shit and have motivation to do said shit,
The #1 cause of having no motivation these days is spending too much time in front of screens.
All forms of passive entertainment drain you of energy and motivation to do things.
Videogames, internet, social media, anime, pornography, etc.
If you spend even one day with no internet and screens whatsoever, after the initial boredom, you will start having massive motivation to do things and start remembering things you wanted to do.

>god forbid a man may have hobbies huurrr dhurr!!!
Hobbies are for losers. Men with ambition and drive in life set up productive goals and achieve them. That's their "hobby".
Everything else is a surrogate activity for brainless consumer NPCs.
You will never be truly happy if you're not working towards something meaningful to you.
Picture related. Look up Brian Tracy if you want to know more.