>put myself out there
>drink
>have superficial chats with people
>despair
>feel even lonelier
>want to kill myself even more
Y'all niggas told me touching grass would help.

>mfw I fumbled the bag with a 185cm woman who openly said she likes me by just replying with "thanks" and leaving
I'll NEVER get another opportunity like this!

But yeah, 185cm is a good height for female martials