You will never be a real video game enthusiast. You will never be a "gamer". Your favorite genre originated from casual mobile slop and is second only to gambling in the degeneracy pool. You think spending real life money on literal images you could get from a five second web search are more precious than anything else in your empty life. You will never develop real skills like better genres would allow you to, and your reflexes and hand-eye coordination will devolve into near-uselessness because all you do is tap buttons all day long in hopes that anime girl #19232 says "I love you", something that no actual woman will ever tell to your face and you very well know it. You pretend to be smug about your interests, but deep down you know you fucked up long ago and there is no turning back.