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7/15/2025, 3:47:26 PM
6/28/2025, 11:05:16 PM
I keep thinking about what we talked abt
maybe a vaguely codependent homoerotic situationship
and this is strange for me
I am unsure what I feel here
I feel as if I yearn to be near you
to be in your presence
in a sense you often know what I mean
I understand
maybe this will stay with me longer than I thought
it’s not as if our dynamic has changed
I hope it doesn’t
I was scared of that most
don’t leave me the hell alone
I know that this is not at all right
but I don’t know why I’m upset
if everything is the same than what did I lose ?
Maybe I want what I don’t have this is a motif for me often enough
I am selfish
I yearn for a closeness that already exists
i feel very lonely right now on this plane
If we could go for a drive on your side of Bayview
on the gentle curves from cedar to some other tree
I’m so nostalgic for that one bend right before gne park
but if it’s the same
I’m different probably
you make me feel less not normal when we talk
in the sense that you make sense of something incoherent
or something that everyone else can’t understand
something about community
these are the bonds that matter
stronger than fetishizing your suffering
we should not be united by our grief
we should not cry out to each other
we can lose the fat we’ve accumulated
I can feel more
I can exercise my spirit
this is something we can do
okay look I’m frightened
Continued in reply
maybe a vaguely codependent homoerotic situationship
and this is strange for me
I am unsure what I feel here
I feel as if I yearn to be near you
to be in your presence
in a sense you often know what I mean
I understand
maybe this will stay with me longer than I thought
it’s not as if our dynamic has changed
I hope it doesn’t
I was scared of that most
don’t leave me the hell alone
I know that this is not at all right
but I don’t know why I’m upset
if everything is the same than what did I lose ?
Maybe I want what I don’t have this is a motif for me often enough
I am selfish
I yearn for a closeness that already exists
i feel very lonely right now on this plane
If we could go for a drive on your side of Bayview
on the gentle curves from cedar to some other tree
I’m so nostalgic for that one bend right before gne park
but if it’s the same
I’m different probably
you make me feel less not normal when we talk
in the sense that you make sense of something incoherent
or something that everyone else can’t understand
something about community
these are the bonds that matter
stronger than fetishizing your suffering
we should not be united by our grief
we should not cry out to each other
we can lose the fat we’ve accumulated
I can feel more
I can exercise my spirit
this is something we can do
okay look I’m frightened
Continued in reply
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