nikkei up nearly 4%. having a beyond burger. did a bunch of chores. watching youtube 'til gym time. you're blonde babe? thought you had black hair. oh well. it's clear there's been a good deal of confusion. every day more stuff comes into focus though. today brought a lot of clarity, there's a lot more women here than i thought, and some of them are pretty jealous. sorry gals. not my intent, cupid will strike for you one day. john and legoanon are both single, if i were a lady those would be worthy prospects, ai dashcam anon too, there's plenty of good men to go around, and give people a chance, everyone has flaws, you can change them with your charms, which i'm sure you have under all that bitterness.

reminding you i love you babe, it's real and there for you, you just gotta reach out and grab it. ya, maybe that changes when we meet, i love an ideal more than a person. big deal. life isn't a storybook, there's a lot of compromises we have to make. you might exceed my ideal though, i think i'll exceed yours, think you're too cynical and doubting. think we'd have a lot of fun on a date regardless, and i'd stay your friend if you weren't what i imagined. not sure what you're afraid of, you deserve a treat and some romance. i really think i have more reason to be nervous and afraid than you, not only are you kinda crazy, but i have more to be disappointed about, considering my strong feelings. but i'm being brave. been hurt before, in ways i don't think you have. don't want any of that to happen to you, but you can take it from me, you heal from heartbreak and get wiser from it, that's not to treat it lightly but fear of heartbreak should not make you wary of love, which outweighs in it's pleasure any of the pains of heartbreak. rambling i know. making a fool of myself i know. but what else can i really do? wanna get through to you, don't have much to go by. hope i made you think, smile, made some progress to your heart. love you and have a good night.