>be me
>in Saskatchewan right now visiting family
>have been getting smiles from young white women multiple times a day
>have to go back to toronto in a couple of days
>consentingly flying into a city that hates me where somehow everyone is a childless 35 year old or a middle aged pakistani (how is this even possible?)
Fondly visualizing aiming a crossbow into the base of my skull via the mouth right now. I'm not a bad looking guy but living in a part of the world where the girls I'm attracted to (my own race and age) just somehow don't fucking exist has destroyed my self confidence. How am I expected to have any confidence in my interactions with young white women when just seeing a young white woman is like seeing a unicorn? Saskatchewan's demographics are pretty fucked too, let's face it, but not as bad as Toronto's. Even getting a hint of a taste of the population demographics this country used to be home to feels like stepping into some lavish fantasy novel like Geralt of Rivia just drowning in pussy

ITT: Hair Kino